Life Changes

This disease. It baffles me. I can’t sleep at night because I’ll be to hot. I wake up sweating and clammy. But here I am, it is over 80 degrees outside… I’m wrapped up in a flannel, long pants, furry slippers, all while being buried under two large blankets. I’m freezing. Before I left work, […]

Limbo

I lay here unable to lift my head up real high. Its just so heavy today. The effects of not going to massage therapy this week are showing. Everything is tense. I keep trying to stretch out my neck, but it hurts. The shots I received… all 4 of them… made the neck tension much […]

Dismantling Dreams

Three months ago I prepared myself for a new beginning. A promise of something better. Something more fulfilling. I missed the whole part of my interior design course that actually described different interior design styles, so I took it upon myself to create a mood board that would capture each style in a way I […]

An Open Letter… to you

Day in and day out, I’m plagued with this disconnect between myself and those around me. So today, I’m writing you this letter. To my future teachers…I promise I’m not trying to skip your class. I know you see my accommodation letter and wish you could just have a class full of students who didn’t […]

Rediscovering Fortitude

August 3rd, 2016. After months of drawing and saving up, I permanently affixed a symbol that meant so much to me on my back. A lotus flower: as a lotus flower is born in the water, grows in the water and rises out of the water to stand above it unsoiled, so I born in […]